A changing tide

So I haven't blogged in a while, I don't even know the last time it was, if it was when I went to Munich ... wow that was like 2 months ago lol. But everything was going good, and this week, I dont know, it seems just, wrong, shall we say? Like I haven't been getting much sleep - I think it is starting to effect me daily. I think I might be getting homesick again, but i am QUICKLY trying to push that thought out of my mind. Then I thought, well maybe its because of what has been on my mind, IDK. What I do know is that I am feeling kind of down lately, like I need someone to talk to, but I am not sure about what. Maybe I will run over to the Office - today or 2mar, and talk to Ms. Ingrid. I am hoping this passes QUICKLY. Maybe I just need to occupy myself more with school work. I do have trips I am looking forward to, this weeken is Vienna :-) and the weekend after next starts spring break! (BIGG SCREAM :-) This weekend I am just excited for, Vienna, a big Metropolis lol a real city - or at least a city like atmosphere lol. THen next weekend I am thinking about going to Stockholm, I dont know yet. But Berlin and Amsterdam are definitely out, they are too expensive and mommy is already talking about you better not ask me for any money I am broke blah blah blah. So IDK plus I don't plan on traveling in may except for the weekends they have planned for us. This is because we have finals , and I need an A on my tests to get the A in all my classes, therefore I need to study and get all my information and other things together. I can not lie though, I am exited about my classes, and I am learning a lot in each class. It also helps that, at this point, each class is covering the same information, but I just get it from different angles, that I really like. Plus these are the courses that I am taking for my major so I had BETTER like the information and the courses period lol.
Side note - writing this blog is already making me feel better :-)
Ok so WHAT was I saying?? o so I haven't finished these internship applications :-( I know realli bad... but what can I say, half of it is laziness the other half, annoyance lol but I am determined to finish 1 of not 2! LOL s0oo between today and tomorrow I will be writing cover letters and essays lol :-D wish me luck! And I talked to my grandparents, Mama Smith AND little bri bri and Kayla within the past few days. they made my week :-)
Haven't talked to Justin that much this week, but I do miss him, a lot i realized. So I am anxiously awaiting to see if I will be seeing him this summer and if so, we will be planning trips - yes trips PLURAL. ALso, me and Lexi came up with the fabulous idea of doing a weekend getaway the 1st weekend in August. We are thinking of going to Virginia Beach, we dunno if it will be a mixed group, but nonetheless, we will have no more than6-10 people. Probably some of our closes friends and just have a chilling/bonding weekend down in VA Beach :-) maybe we will do a theme park or something and just relax lol. So this summer is already looking promising - I have an amazing BF to possibly spend time with, amazingly great friends to visit and on top of that seeing my FAMILY and just having bbq's and mall outings etc etc. I am HIGHLY anticipating lol. But I am going to sign off now and attempt to do some work... Later days ;-)
Lee~Lee