thurs n friday - week1

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So yestewrday was another good day. I didnt have any rea cravings and kept busy to keep my mind off things. Daddy's procedure went fine, so that also relieved some stress. The only thing about thurs was that 1 - I almost got hit by a car.. lol but no like literally... a car was about i'd say 9 inches - maybe less from me lol. but i also went to my class 2 hrs early, sooo i woke my parents up and they tlkd 2 me for the few hrs... it was good. I also went to McDonalds with one of the girls in my dorm, my neighbor actually, Megan and as im writing this, my roommate is snoring... smh lol i think its hilarious though. But anyway... Its my Boyfriends birthday on this side of town... well the world lol and I'm impatiently - semi - waiting up 4 him, despite the fact that im exhausted lol (imma gr8 girlfriend lol). But back to Austria lol.. I went and had another talk with the director and even she saw an improvement. She said with my attitude ill make it just fine here and I will really learn to enjoy and love it here... I cant wait! lets see, what else lol... yesterday I did make dinner so I ate for the first time for real in like 3 days.. not just a piece of bread... I made some spaghetti noodles and some bomb behind beef... it wa great 0 no tomato sauce of course because i didnt buy any lol... but it was still good. German class wasnt so bad either, each day i understand a little but more and it feels good :-) ...

Friday...
Now today was a different story from yesterday. I woke up this morning and had that feeling again.. I was kind of not wanting to get out of bed but was like I have a class, can't do that. which kind of really sucks lol.. But its all good... anyway, I had called my parents right before i left out the door and explained what was going on in my head. I know I wa being childish and taking the easy way out but at this point I was thinking who wouldnt want to. But at the same time I have something to do here and people to see, places to go... I couldnt risk not being here. plus its expensive for me to be here, and also i would be behind a semester... i cant afford that at all!! So i will be sticking it out and I think it will get better... plus I have AMAZING trips I want to do and they're going to be gr8 so I cant wait for those :-) But we went out to the Republic tonight... its a "club out here... i gotta admit, though it wa extremely different... it was realli cool lol... but too much ssmoking is done in Europe so I cant really enjoy myself the way that i want to which is kinf of sad in actuality :-( but the music that they played intheir was just techno, but the people who were thier well the Austrians, they cant dance,.. and they dance so wierd.. there is no dubbing and every1 dances to their own beat and does their own thing in such a wierd way you just cant help but look because its so funni lol. But German class was ok and I had a quiz today... which i prob bombed that smh too much.. but this evening was an overall good night and my day got progressively better so its all good :-), but im about to tlk to my boo ... Nite, well Mornin!