So I haven't blogged in a while, I don't even know the last time it was, if it was when I went to Munich ... wow that was like 2 months ago lol. But everything was going good, and this week, I dont know, it seems just, wrong, shall we say? Like I haven't been getting much sleep - I think it is starting to effect me daily. I think I might be getting homesick again, but i am QUICKLY trying to push that thought out of my mind. Then I thought, well maybe its because of what has been on my mind, IDK. What I do know is that I am feeling kind of down lately, like I need someone to talk to, but I am not sure about what. Maybe I will run over to the Office - today or 2mar, and talk to Ms. Ingrid. I am hoping this passes QUICKLY. Maybe I just need to occupy myself more with school work. I do have trips I am looking forward to, this weeken is Vienna :-) and the weekend after next starts spring break! (BIGG SCREAM :-) This weekend I am just excited for, Vienna, a big Metropolis lol a real city - or at least a city like atmosphere lol. THen next weekend I am thinking about going to Stockholm, I dont know yet. But Berlin and Amsterdam are definitely out, they are too expensive and mommy is already talking about you better not ask me for any money I am broke blah blah blah. So IDK plus I don't plan on traveling in may except for the weekends they have planned for us. This is because we have finals , and I need an A on my tests to get the A in all my classes, therefore I need to study and get all my information and other things together. I can not lie though, I am exited about my classes, and I am learning a lot in each class. It also helps that, at this point, each class is covering the same information, but I just get it from different angles, that I really like. Plus these are the courses that I am taking for my major so I had BETTER like the information and the courses period lol.
Side note - writing this blog is already making me feel better :-)
Ok so WHAT was I saying?? o so I haven't finished these internship applications :-( I know realli bad... but what can I say, half of it is laziness the other half, annoyance lol but I am determined to finish 1 of not 2! LOL s0oo between today and tomorrow I will be writing cover letters and essays lol :-D wish me luck! And I talked to my grandparents, Mama Smith AND little bri bri and Kayla within the past few days. they made my week :-)
Haven't talked to Justin that much this week, but I do miss him, a lot i realized. So I am anxiously awaiting to see if I will be seeing him this summer and if so, we will be planning trips - yes trips PLURAL. ALso, me and Lexi came up with the fabulous idea of doing a weekend getaway the 1st weekend in August. We are thinking of going to Virginia Beach, we dunno if it will be a mixed group, but nonetheless, we will have no more than6-10 people. Probably some of our closes friends and just have a chilling/bonding weekend down in VA Beach :-) maybe we will do a theme park or something and just relax lol. So this summer is already looking promising - I have an amazing BF to possibly spend time with, amazingly great friends to visit and on top of that seeing my FAMILY and just having bbq's and mall outings etc etc. I am HIGHLY anticipating lol. But I am going to sign off now and attempt to do some work... Later days ;-)
Lee~Lee
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Having a Great Time
Hello Blog!
I havent written in a while. Sooo let me think what you might have missed out on. Well we finally started classes last week, Feb. 22 and I have 4 classes which I am taking right now. I am taking all political science and history classes - my major and minor, and I actually like all my classes at this point. I have the Rise of the Right - A History of Fascism, National Identities and Nationalism, World War II and Central Europe and Contemporary Austrian Culture. Each class is great in the way that they all intertwine and cover the same topics. I just get a different view from each class. Now one might ask, How oss that possible, you have a class about WWII. This is true, but WWII is still a large part of life here and referenced to everyday apparently. And if not verbally there are plenty of museums, posters, statues and other things to remind you. Also, I like my classes because the professors which teach them, all male of course, are actually quite entertaining in their own way. Anyway, besides classes we went on our second excursion to a city. We went to Munich last Weekend. and WOW I can honestly say I love Munich. It was O so pretty and it is HUGE. we really didn't do that much of the city. What we did do though was the BMW Museum and Welt, the Glockenspiel, walked around Mirabell platz and went to this Augustiner across the street from the Haufbrahaus. It was fun, we went to Odenplatz and I just really enjoyed Munich. O and the shopping, when we go back before we leave, I am DEFINITELY going shopping! LOL. But what else is there to blog about, ummm I miss my boyfriend, I feel like I say that everytime lol. But Our anniversary was yesterday, but I didn't really get to talk to him and once again, we spent an anniversary apart :-( we'll get it together though, lol this is no bueno! lol. Well I cant remember anything else at this time which I am supposed to tell you besides the fact that the second half of spring break is STILL up in the air :-( smh, so I am thinking I want to do Milan and Paris, but I don't know who else would do that with me, we'll see what goes on. But I also need to plan Venice with Erika or whoever else wants to go, O and Zurich with Curtis and them, that I cant wait for! til then, about to get ready for class and Ill be blogging soon :-)
Ashley <3
I havent written in a while. Sooo let me think what you might have missed out on. Well we finally started classes last week, Feb. 22 and I have 4 classes which I am taking right now. I am taking all political science and history classes - my major and minor, and I actually like all my classes at this point. I have the Rise of the Right - A History of Fascism, National Identities and Nationalism, World War II and Central Europe and Contemporary Austrian Culture. Each class is great in the way that they all intertwine and cover the same topics. I just get a different view from each class. Now one might ask, How oss that possible, you have a class about WWII. This is true, but WWII is still a large part of life here and referenced to everyday apparently. And if not verbally there are plenty of museums, posters, statues and other things to remind you. Also, I like my classes because the professors which teach them, all male of course, are actually quite entertaining in their own way. Anyway, besides classes we went on our second excursion to a city. We went to Munich last Weekend. and WOW I can honestly say I love Munich. It was O so pretty and it is HUGE. we really didn't do that much of the city. What we did do though was the BMW Museum and Welt, the Glockenspiel, walked around Mirabell platz and went to this Augustiner across the street from the Haufbrahaus. It was fun, we went to Odenplatz and I just really enjoyed Munich. O and the shopping, when we go back before we leave, I am DEFINITELY going shopping! LOL. But what else is there to blog about, ummm I miss my boyfriend, I feel like I say that everytime lol. But Our anniversary was yesterday, but I didn't really get to talk to him and once again, we spent an anniversary apart :-( we'll get it together though, lol this is no bueno! lol. Well I cant remember anything else at this time which I am supposed to tell you besides the fact that the second half of spring break is STILL up in the air :-( smh, so I am thinking I want to do Milan and Paris, but I don't know who else would do that with me, we'll see what goes on. But I also need to plan Venice with Erika or whoever else wants to go, O and Zurich with Curtis and them, that I cant wait for! til then, about to get ready for class and Ill be blogging soon :-)
Ashley <3
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Good morning!
Soo since I have been up since like 6 am and was bored - currently tlkin 2 JT bc hes a night owl lol 0 i decided to do my blog for the day... well start it lol... I have a few things on my mind but I am trying to push them out of the way... they would just bring m high down out here... cant have that lol! But we attempted to book spring break last night... failed horribly lol wat we kno for sure is that greece is out :-( NO BUENO that was all i wantewd 2 do! smh makes me sad
lol but its all good.. they all wan2g2 ireland tho.. im not realli feelin it but hell ill go becuz who is 2 say that ill be able to ever again right?
but today we have a pastry tasting @ 1030 :-) YUMM so rite now im STARVIN stomach growling and all because i refuse 2 eat b4 this thing with the recomendation
of my friends here who are full year students lol. So since they've dun it already... ill take the hint lol so ill b ok.. just hungry 4 a while,.. plus my stomach needs 2 eat itself sum lol... but im gettin sleepy mayb ill update later,... or finish my blogs from yday and sat lol pathetic... its kinda hard keeping a blog.. but well c.. if it gets easier..idk tho - O sidenote!!! i dont have any classes until Wed :-) idk rather 2b happy or pissed lol ill b soo idle lmao well c!
Soo since I have been up since like 6 am and was bored - currently tlkin 2 JT bc hes a night owl lol 0 i decided to do my blog for the day... well start it lol... I have a few things on my mind but I am trying to push them out of the way... they would just bring m high down out here... cant have that lol! But we attempted to book spring break last night... failed horribly lol wat we kno for sure is that greece is out :-( NO BUENO that was all i wantewd 2 do! smh makes me sad
lol but its all good.. they all wan2g2 ireland tho.. im not realli feelin it but hell ill go becuz who is 2 say that ill be able to ever again right?
but today we have a pastry tasting @ 1030 :-) YUMM so rite now im STARVIN stomach growling and all because i refuse 2 eat b4 this thing with the recomendation
of my friends here who are full year students lol. So since they've dun it already... ill take the hint lol so ill b ok.. just hungry 4 a while,.. plus my stomach needs 2 eat itself sum lol... but im gettin sleepy mayb ill update later,... or finish my blogs from yday and sat lol pathetic... its kinda hard keeping a blog.. but well c.. if it gets easier..idk tho - O sidenote!!! i dont have any classes until Wed :-) idk rather 2b happy or pissed lol ill b soo idle lmao well c!
Friday, February 19, 2010
Good Afternoon, or in the words of Austrians - and other German speakers, Guten Abend!
It is a cloudy day here in Austria... no more sun :-( im so sad lol.. but today was my last day dealing with German on an academic level! YAY we had our placement/final tests at 10 and then at 12 15 we had a short tour of the buildings where our classes will be held for the semester. It was really cool. I have a few classes in the normal Akademistrasse but the rst of my classes are in various spots around town so on Mon I will prob go and search for my classes. otherwise on Tues since I only have one class :-) but otherwise it was all good today. At least so far. I am just chillin right now, and I realized after Sunday this will no longer be a part of my life lol... smh maybe I shouldnt have been so anxious for classes to start lol..but I cant lie I am kind of excited for classes to start and to get into the history classes especially :-) soo I took about a 10 min break from typing this because I tried Nutella for the 1st time today, and already I got cravings... SO i HAD TO GET MY BREAD AND NUTELLA INNN lol I did take a risk buying a big jar of it before trying it but it was WELL worth it... Nutella is AMAZING! lol but back to the subject.. i am feeling more and more at ease here.. I just want to get to the point like everyone else where they are jsut so taken with this city and really love it.. I am not there but I do love the views I get to c here... they are SO breathtaking... its amazing! but that is that otherwise still no homesickness.. I feel like im here for school finally so its all gud lol.. and - I never finished and I don't remember my train of thought so... NEXT BLOG
It is a cloudy day here in Austria... no more sun :-( im so sad lol.. but today was my last day dealing with German on an academic level! YAY we had our placement/final tests at 10 and then at 12 15 we had a short tour of the buildings where our classes will be held for the semester. It was really cool. I have a few classes in the normal Akademistrasse but the rst of my classes are in various spots around town so on Mon I will prob go and search for my classes. otherwise on Tues since I only have one class :-) but otherwise it was all good today. At least so far. I am just chillin right now, and I realized after Sunday this will no longer be a part of my life lol... smh maybe I shouldnt have been so anxious for classes to start lol..but I cant lie I am kind of excited for classes to start and to get into the history classes especially :-) soo I took about a 10 min break from typing this because I tried Nutella for the 1st time today, and already I got cravings... SO i HAD TO GET MY BREAD AND NUTELLA INNN lol I did take a risk buying a big jar of it before trying it but it was WELL worth it... Nutella is AMAZING! lol but back to the subject.. i am feeling more and more at ease here.. I just want to get to the point like everyone else where they are jsut so taken with this city and really love it.. I am not there but I do love the views I get to c here... they are SO breathtaking... its amazing! but that is that otherwise still no homesickness.. I feel like im here for school finally so its all gud lol.. and - I never finished and I don't remember my train of thought so... NEXT BLOG
Thursday, February 18, 2010
Havin Fun
Hello World!
Good Morning. Austria is great. I am really enjoying myself out here. Valentine's Day was cute.. since i'm not in the US Justin wrote me a poem that was really good. and I am going to print it out or something... it was really nice. But otherwise I just relaxed.. Monday we had academic orientation and went on a sleigh ride in Filzmoos. The sleigh ride was amazing. I had sooo much fun. What they did was they took us on a ride up to the cabin where we were eating and the horses and the scenery was just absolutely gorgeous. The alps are AMAZING to look at. I have a few pictures, and it looks so fake on pictures, but it looks even more fake in person; it is almost as if nothing should be that beautiful in person. It was absolutely breathtaking. I would love to go back up there just for the views that I got to see. No matter how long I've been here, I still cant get over the fact that this is real and that im really here! it is amazing to me. I have never had an experience like this. But anyways, we had a lunch there with gulach soup and some type of sweet cake. O MY GOSH the soup and desert were AMAZING! that was some good food, and mind you I have had some great food in my lifetiime, but that was SO GOOD. I f I ever come back to Austria, that will be one of my first stops lol. On Tuesday it was just a normal day, just went to German class and Tuesday was also Carnaval, but it is not the CArnaval I am used to like in the Carribbean, it is when the locals dress up in various costumes, and at night they drink - if they are legal of course. So tuesday night we went to O'Malleys and to Shamrock's which are two pubs right across from the Linzergasse that most of the kids go to. O'Malleys was way to crowded and smoke filled so we ended up hanging at Shamrocks which was still cool. We played :never have I ever" and learned a few things about our fellow classmates lol..it was only girls so it was a-okay. the girls I went with were my roommate Hanna, my suitmates Ileana and Megan, Ana, Erika, and ANOTHER GIRL WHOSE NAME i ALWAYS forget lol. but regardles of it, we all had a lot of fun. So we decided Tues that on Fri we will have a girls nnight in and we will watch movies and have some wine, I'm excited, I think we will have so much fun this semester together. I am glad i have finally found my little "group" to hang with. and last night did the same thing as usual German class, but I had the early class SO i had the whole day to enjoy, and more hours of sunlight lol.. which are very precious here lol... so megan and I went and had a kabab for lunch, those are REALLY good too, and I filled out all my info for class registration, which I have to do in a few minutes and I made my class schedule - that is ridiculous... on Mondays I have 2 classes from 2-330 and 6-730 on tues. i have one class, from 515 to 645.. now Wed is my HELL DAY it is really ridiculous I am in class from 830 am to 10 am and then from 12 til 7 pm. It is really bad... I dunno how I am going to do this.,,, I will have to talk with Ms. Ingrid about this. Also on Thurs I have one class at 12 until 130.. and no classes on fri so besides wed its not a bad schedule at ALL. And last night Megan and I decided we will be doing a nightly wak/run to get into shape and stay in shape. So that will help with my goal to lose 10 lbs while I am here. Plus on top of that We can take sports classes and I am looking at Pilates, body shaping and stretching, and a Zumba and Latin workout class. So between those once a week, the walking around here and the walking at night, those ten pounds should shed quickly lol. or at least I hope so, but I'm logging off for now, update you later
Lee Lee <3
Good Morning. Austria is great. I am really enjoying myself out here. Valentine's Day was cute.. since i'm not in the US Justin wrote me a poem that was really good. and I am going to print it out or something... it was really nice. But otherwise I just relaxed.. Monday we had academic orientation and went on a sleigh ride in Filzmoos. The sleigh ride was amazing. I had sooo much fun. What they did was they took us on a ride up to the cabin where we were eating and the horses and the scenery was just absolutely gorgeous. The alps are AMAZING to look at. I have a few pictures, and it looks so fake on pictures, but it looks even more fake in person; it is almost as if nothing should be that beautiful in person. It was absolutely breathtaking. I would love to go back up there just for the views that I got to see. No matter how long I've been here, I still cant get over the fact that this is real and that im really here! it is amazing to me. I have never had an experience like this. But anyways, we had a lunch there with gulach soup and some type of sweet cake. O MY GOSH the soup and desert were AMAZING! that was some good food, and mind you I have had some great food in my lifetiime, but that was SO GOOD. I f I ever come back to Austria, that will be one of my first stops lol. On Tuesday it was just a normal day, just went to German class and Tuesday was also Carnaval, but it is not the CArnaval I am used to like in the Carribbean, it is when the locals dress up in various costumes, and at night they drink - if they are legal of course. So tuesday night we went to O'Malleys and to Shamrock's which are two pubs right across from the Linzergasse that most of the kids go to. O'Malleys was way to crowded and smoke filled so we ended up hanging at Shamrocks which was still cool. We played :never have I ever" and learned a few things about our fellow classmates lol..it was only girls so it was a-okay. the girls I went with were my roommate Hanna, my suitmates Ileana and Megan, Ana, Erika, and ANOTHER GIRL WHOSE NAME i ALWAYS forget lol. but regardles of it, we all had a lot of fun. So we decided Tues that on Fri we will have a girls nnight in and we will watch movies and have some wine, I'm excited, I think we will have so much fun this semester together. I am glad i have finally found my little "group" to hang with. and last night did the same thing as usual German class, but I had the early class SO i had the whole day to enjoy, and more hours of sunlight lol.. which are very precious here lol... so megan and I went and had a kabab for lunch, those are REALLY good too, and I filled out all my info for class registration, which I have to do in a few minutes and I made my class schedule - that is ridiculous... on Mondays I have 2 classes from 2-330 and 6-730 on tues. i have one class, from 515 to 645.. now Wed is my HELL DAY it is really ridiculous I am in class from 830 am to 10 am and then from 12 til 7 pm. It is really bad... I dunno how I am going to do this.,,, I will have to talk with Ms. Ingrid about this. Also on Thurs I have one class at 12 until 130.. and no classes on fri so besides wed its not a bad schedule at ALL. And last night Megan and I decided we will be doing a nightly wak/run to get into shape and stay in shape. So that will help with my goal to lose 10 lbs while I am here. Plus on top of that We can take sports classes and I am looking at Pilates, body shaping and stretching, and a Zumba and Latin workout class. So between those once a week, the walking around here and the walking at night, those ten pounds should shed quickly lol. or at least I hope so, but I'm logging off for now, update you later
Lee Lee <3
Sunday, February 14, 2010
the end of the first week
Happy Valentines Day all!
Today is the official end to my first week in Salzburg. It has been a crazy ride here. I got into Salzburg around 6om and the events that foilowed have already shaped me in a different manner. I am learning new things about myself on a daily basis, and the people around me. It is a truly eye opening experience. Today I just plan on being lazy and mozying around. I am going to finish putting my things away, and fix my hair - it is looking rough lol, and just enjoying today. Taking it slow - something I have yet to do here. I also think all the girls are going out for a Vday diner and have a just relaxing evening. SO yesterday wa rally fun, we went on the Sound of Music Tour which gave is a bird's eye view of Salzburg. It was AMAZING! I had such a good time. We came back from the tour with great pictures... everything looked beautiful with the snow, so I really cant wait to go back on the tour myself and see what the town looks like in the spring time..it should be interesting. But fter that I came back to my room and chatted with Justin for like 3 hours i think, his birthday was yesterday, Feb 13, and I wanted to tlk with him as if I was there so he wouldn't feel like I was so far away. That was cool. I thoughtg it would make me sad, but now I dont really feel any emotions like yearnings, shall I say when I speak to him, this is becoming normal. lol. and I also watched some of the Olympics and me, Emma, Rachel, Juliana, Megan, Hanna, Will, Erika and Ileana, Megans roommate, all went to Hotel Stein for some coffee and treats. That was cool too. The Hotel is very modern and yet it feels like I'm in the 70's lol.. Austria is definately 10 years behind when it comes to some decor and especially internet etc. But i am starting to get accustomed to it. What else I thought was cool was the view from the Terrace of Hotel Stein. It was O SO BEAUTIFUL you can see the steeple's of University church, and basically the top of high buildings in the town, with snow covered roofs, a real treat for the eyes.
When it comes to how I feel everyday, it gets progressively better, but sometimes I get that feeling and I am now trying to learn how to deal with it and get happy again, or at least take my mind off of it... and not resort to calling mommy and daddy every time something goes wrong.. I talk to them everyday which is normal and fine, but I want to learn how to not use them as my crutch which i've notived I do a lot. With that being said, it makes me see that one of the things I want to accomplish while I am here is not only continue finding out who Ashley is but find out what makes me the person who I am and what are my crutches. Not saying that my support system cant be there and is hindering me, but I need to learn how to separate supportivness from crutchs. I also want to try adn expose mytself to much more than i am used to. I already am. For example I just sat in one of the girls rooms yesterday and just chatted and hung out with them, it was so much fun and I learned some new things, we talked about sororities and stuff but it was still an experience, and I learned new things about these young ladies. And they are all sweet hearts! but I will continue this later. I am going to finish the last little unpacking which I have :-)
<3 Lee
Today is the official end to my first week in Salzburg. It has been a crazy ride here. I got into Salzburg around 6om and the events that foilowed have already shaped me in a different manner. I am learning new things about myself on a daily basis, and the people around me. It is a truly eye opening experience. Today I just plan on being lazy and mozying around. I am going to finish putting my things away, and fix my hair - it is looking rough lol, and just enjoying today. Taking it slow - something I have yet to do here. I also think all the girls are going out for a Vday diner and have a just relaxing evening. SO yesterday wa rally fun, we went on the Sound of Music Tour which gave is a bird's eye view of Salzburg. It was AMAZING! I had such a good time. We came back from the tour with great pictures... everything looked beautiful with the snow, so I really cant wait to go back on the tour myself and see what the town looks like in the spring time..it should be interesting. But fter that I came back to my room and chatted with Justin for like 3 hours i think, his birthday was yesterday, Feb 13, and I wanted to tlk with him as if I was there so he wouldn't feel like I was so far away. That was cool. I thoughtg it would make me sad, but now I dont really feel any emotions like yearnings, shall I say when I speak to him, this is becoming normal. lol. and I also watched some of the Olympics and me, Emma, Rachel, Juliana, Megan, Hanna, Will, Erika and Ileana, Megans roommate, all went to Hotel Stein for some coffee and treats. That was cool too. The Hotel is very modern and yet it feels like I'm in the 70's lol.. Austria is definately 10 years behind when it comes to some decor and especially internet etc. But i am starting to get accustomed to it. What else I thought was cool was the view from the Terrace of Hotel Stein. It was O SO BEAUTIFUL you can see the steeple's of University church, and basically the top of high buildings in the town, with snow covered roofs, a real treat for the eyes.
When it comes to how I feel everyday, it gets progressively better, but sometimes I get that feeling and I am now trying to learn how to deal with it and get happy again, or at least take my mind off of it... and not resort to calling mommy and daddy every time something goes wrong.. I talk to them everyday which is normal and fine, but I want to learn how to not use them as my crutch which i've notived I do a lot. With that being said, it makes me see that one of the things I want to accomplish while I am here is not only continue finding out who Ashley is but find out what makes me the person who I am and what are my crutches. Not saying that my support system cant be there and is hindering me, but I need to learn how to separate supportivness from crutchs. I also want to try adn expose mytself to much more than i am used to. I already am. For example I just sat in one of the girls rooms yesterday and just chatted and hung out with them, it was so much fun and I learned some new things, we talked about sororities and stuff but it was still an experience, and I learned new things about these young ladies. And they are all sweet hearts! but I will continue this later. I am going to finish the last little unpacking which I have :-)
<3 Lee
Friday, February 12, 2010
thurs n friday - week1
Dear Blog
So yestewrday was another good day. I didnt have any rea cravings and kept busy to keep my mind off things. Daddy's procedure went fine, so that also relieved some stress. The only thing about thurs was that 1 - I almost got hit by a car.. lol but no like literally... a car was about i'd say 9 inches - maybe less from me lol. but i also went to my class 2 hrs early, sooo i woke my parents up and they tlkd 2 me for the few hrs... it was good. I also went to McDonalds with one of the girls in my dorm, my neighbor actually, Megan and as im writing this, my roommate is snoring... smh lol i think its hilarious though. But anyway... Its my Boyfriends birthday on this side of town... well the world lol and I'm impatiently - semi - waiting up 4 him, despite the fact that im exhausted lol (imma gr8 girlfriend lol). But back to Austria lol.. I went and had another talk with the director and even she saw an improvement. She said with my attitude ill make it just fine here and I will really learn to enjoy and love it here... I cant wait! lets see, what else lol... yesterday I did make dinner so I ate for the first time for real in like 3 days.. not just a piece of bread... I made some spaghetti noodles and some bomb behind beef... it wa great 0 no tomato sauce of course because i didnt buy any lol... but it was still good. German class wasnt so bad either, each day i understand a little but more and it feels good :-) ...
Friday...
Now today was a different story from yesterday. I woke up this morning and had that feeling again.. I was kind of not wanting to get out of bed but was like I have a class, can't do that. which kind of really sucks lol.. But its all good... anyway, I had called my parents right before i left out the door and explained what was going on in my head. I know I wa being childish and taking the easy way out but at this point I was thinking who wouldnt want to. But at the same time I have something to do here and people to see, places to go... I couldnt risk not being here. plus its expensive for me to be here, and also i would be behind a semester... i cant afford that at all!! So i will be sticking it out and I think it will get better... plus I have AMAZING trips I want to do and they're going to be gr8 so I cant wait for those :-) But we went out to the Republic tonight... its a "club out here... i gotta admit, though it wa extremely different... it was realli cool lol... but too much ssmoking is done in Europe so I cant really enjoy myself the way that i want to which is kinf of sad in actuality :-( but the music that they played intheir was just techno, but the people who were thier well the Austrians, they cant dance,.. and they dance so wierd.. there is no dubbing and every1 dances to their own beat and does their own thing in such a wierd way you just cant help but look because its so funni lol. But German class was ok and I had a quiz today... which i prob bombed that smh too much.. but this evening was an overall good night and my day got progressively better so its all good :-), but im about to tlk to my boo ... Nite, well Mornin!
So yestewrday was another good day. I didnt have any rea cravings and kept busy to keep my mind off things. Daddy's procedure went fine, so that also relieved some stress. The only thing about thurs was that 1 - I almost got hit by a car.. lol but no like literally... a car was about i'd say 9 inches - maybe less from me lol. but i also went to my class 2 hrs early, sooo i woke my parents up and they tlkd 2 me for the few hrs... it was good. I also went to McDonalds with one of the girls in my dorm, my neighbor actually, Megan and as im writing this, my roommate is snoring... smh lol i think its hilarious though. But anyway... Its my Boyfriends birthday on this side of town... well the world lol and I'm impatiently - semi - waiting up 4 him, despite the fact that im exhausted lol (imma gr8 girlfriend lol). But back to Austria lol.. I went and had another talk with the director and even she saw an improvement. She said with my attitude ill make it just fine here and I will really learn to enjoy and love it here... I cant wait! lets see, what else lol... yesterday I did make dinner so I ate for the first time for real in like 3 days.. not just a piece of bread... I made some spaghetti noodles and some bomb behind beef... it wa great 0 no tomato sauce of course because i didnt buy any lol... but it was still good. German class wasnt so bad either, each day i understand a little but more and it feels good :-) ...
Friday...
Now today was a different story from yesterday. I woke up this morning and had that feeling again.. I was kind of not wanting to get out of bed but was like I have a class, can't do that. which kind of really sucks lol.. But its all good... anyway, I had called my parents right before i left out the door and explained what was going on in my head. I know I wa being childish and taking the easy way out but at this point I was thinking who wouldnt want to. But at the same time I have something to do here and people to see, places to go... I couldnt risk not being here. plus its expensive for me to be here, and also i would be behind a semester... i cant afford that at all!! So i will be sticking it out and I think it will get better... plus I have AMAZING trips I want to do and they're going to be gr8 so I cant wait for those :-) But we went out to the Republic tonight... its a "club out here... i gotta admit, though it wa extremely different... it was realli cool lol... but too much ssmoking is done in Europe so I cant really enjoy myself the way that i want to which is kinf of sad in actuality :-( but the music that they played intheir was just techno, but the people who were thier well the Austrians, they cant dance,.. and they dance so wierd.. there is no dubbing and every1 dances to their own beat and does their own thing in such a wierd way you just cant help but look because its so funni lol. But German class was ok and I had a quiz today... which i prob bombed that smh too much.. but this evening was an overall good night and my day got progressively better so its all good :-), but im about to tlk to my boo ... Nite, well Mornin!
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